Sunday, November 15, 2009

U told me SOMETHING special

I was shocked and surprised.
I don't know what should I do.
You told me something that's really unbelievable..
And I don't know why I was able to tell you mine..
I don't know whether you will visit my blog,
but you know who you are...

Thursday, November 12, 2009

Killer

Playing killer again...
My favourite game... It's always so funny and interesting.
That's why I can't understand why people would think it as a childish and tedious game.
Maybe people who you play with affect that much...
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I'm so happy.
Though I made a lot of mistakes today,
and we had lost the game...
I still have the mood to say that I'm really happy.
Maybe killer game makes me feel so,
or maybe my phone is just not as quiet as usual.
Right,
I suddenly found that quiet makes me afraid...
I hate it now...
Feeling not quite the same,
seems that everything is having a good changing and a good starting...
Love u~

Monday, November 9, 2009

A Gain? Or a Loss?

I thought I saw something that can ever satisfy me...
I thought that it is far more easy than I'd thought...
I thought I was about to reach wishes that I ever dreamt of...
But,
it just flew pass me,
just that fast.

I didn't attend the interview that I had been praying to attend,
I let it slipped through my hand without any doubt.
Singapore dream,
a loss.

Though it was so hurt,
but I think I've gained something very precious and valuable.
I worked hard to enhance my advancement in English,
and I think that I improve much.
I gain my family, my parents and my friendship.
I don't think it is easy to have this all in a shot.
I gain it all,
with either industrious or naturally.

I gain other learning chances too.
To be continuing taking piano lessons,
to start a class--that I'm going to proceed it in secret-- that I love and there's never a chance to learn if I had decided to leave.

Gain or Loss,
is all about one's perception.

Dad, don't be sorry,
I'm the last person who decides to quit.

Sunday, November 1, 2009

3 xiao

I dare to play,
but dare not to show...
I'm so sorry,
didn't mean to,
I quit because I don't want to make you guys upset,
I'm 100% a good-for-nothing coward.
I admit.
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You told me something special.
Really special.
Freaking out...
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Our last day,
coming right now,
we are all going to pass it very well.
Everyone must be going to smile very happily...:)

Saturday, October 17, 2009

我很没用

怎么那么样...
好几天没阳光了...
我这棵植物活得下去吗?
为什么我那么差?
难道没阳光的植物就不能活吗?
也许这次会是例外呢?
我真的很没用...

Saturday, September 12, 2009

Help me

Come on guys...
give me some comments
or opinions...

Should I stay for my table tennis society?
I'm afraid that I will regret...
Regret no matter I choose to stay or leave...

Sometimes I just think I like it...
to be together with my team mates...
hanging out together,
enjoying every birthday and victory
laughing at all the jokes even though sometimes they are not really that funny...
That's our fun,
fun of laughing together...
so enjoyable...

But I'm tired sometimes...
You can say because I'm afraid of being the worst player in the 6 of us...
but I can't find any reason to force myself to continue...(Force huh...Too bad...)
Continue to improve myself...
Erm...you know,
I'm a lazy person...
And I'm passive...
only to move when someone push me...
No matter in learning, recognising friends or something else...
I'm too bad right...

Help me...
tell me whatever you think it's helpful to my choice...

Friday, August 7, 2009

Thanks a lot

Haha,
so many people sms me at night
about 12-2am... (Luckily I haven't sleep... can say thank you to you all...)
And today morning

Actually not many la...
Just 10 of them...
Thank you...
Start from the 1st one:
Kelvin, Yan Ling, Guan, Ah Mok, Suyi, Charn May(don't know the spelling actually), Kar Hooi, Jia Yi, 心瑶(don't know your malay name...) and Huey Kwan
And 1 by msn...
Suni...

Anyway,
thanks!!
Don't know why I just feel very happy~
And Wish to say Thanks!!

Thursday, August 6, 2009

外婆

听到外婆这首歌,
我不知该说什么...
虽然是蛮旧的了,
但还是听了...
虽然旋律不是我喜欢的风格...
但,
一看到歌词,
我流泪了...
很难得咧...
我觉得平时的自己还蛮“硬”的嘛...
没想到...

外婆...
我的外婆,
您特地买了好料,
准备跟我庆祝...
我爱你!!